Monday, August 1, 2011

Dad's Surgeries

My father has been dealing with some skin cancers recently.
Even with all of the doctor's visits, pokes and biopsies, surgeries, and dressing changes he has remained in good spirits.

A year ago he had a cancer on his cheek - this was taken care of and a graft of skin was taken from his thigh. He healed well and went on with life.
Then they found more.
One on his neck, one on the chest and one on the side of his nose.

Now Dad was never a sun worshipper. He did not hang out at the beach or go to tanning salons. He only had normal sun exposure. He did grow up on a farm where he spent time out in the sun while he did the farming. He also did not wear sunscreen. Would this have made a difference? Who knows, but it does make me think twice before I head out the door. I don't typically use sunscreen either unless I plan to be out in the sun for long periods of time. Yet, watching my dad struggle through all of this has given me pause.

His most recent cancer was found on the right side of his nose. They were able to remove most of the bad cells, then did a forehead flap nasal reconstruction. So far he has had two surgeries, with one more scheduled to remove the flap. It has been an interesting procedure to see. They take a flap of skin off of the forehead ~ flip it around (leaving it attached right by the eyebrow) and attach the other end to the nostril area of the nose. If you are really interested in the procedure you can read about it by clicking here.

The first surgery so far was the longest and hardest.
And it does look pretty weird.
But we still love him.
I promised I wouldn't post actual pictures of him. I found some pretty good examples on line though (they are a bit graphic so beware if you are sensitive to medical photos)



We will all be glad when this fight is over.
And we are ever so thankful for the wonderful doctors and nurses who have cared for him. He gets to request the same anesthesiologist each time and the same staff care for him when he comes in...they have all become like family.
One more surgery to go and the flap will be gone! Whoo Hoo!


Thursday, July 28, 2011

OC Fair

My daughter Michelle takes some of the cutest pictures and makes such fun videos. I love to take her places for she is so good at documenting what we are doing.
Things like going to the fair!



Monday, July 4, 2011

Happy 4th of July

Happy 4th of July!!
I hope that you have had a wonderful day ~ hopefully off of work ~ celebrating our great country where we have so many freedoms.

I didn't do very much, but it was great sleeping in and hanging at home for the first part of the day.
Then I made my world famous flag cake. Ok maybe it isn't world famous but it is easy and yummy.

Buzz and I went to my parents for a bar-b-q. It was just my parents, my brother in law and the two of us. It is so weird to have the family shrinking. All of the kids had other places to be. So we ate and socialized and enjoyed our adult time together.

We can still do fireworks at my parents house. They live on a street where everyone sits out on the curb and shoots off their fireworks. It is a very festive time, and it is sort of our tradition to spend the 4th at mom and dad's. But this year we didn't even stay for the fun. Dad has recently had surgery and we didn't feel it would be good for him to be exposed to all of the smoke.

And our dog ~ the poor 90 pounds of love ~ is so scared of all of the noise. Her tail has been between her legs for two days. We got home and she ran right up to my room and has been hanging out here with me since then. I actually came upstairs to watch T.V. just so I could comfort her. We can hear all of the fireworks, can see the ones from Angels stadium, but are choosing to be quiet in our own little world tonight. I know - boring right?! But, I sort of like it.

Hope you have had exactly the type of day that makes you happy!
Debbie

Friday, July 1, 2011

Now I'm Sure

I finished! I finished! Can't believe I acutally finished this class!!
And I am ever so happy.
I wasn't sure I'd live to see the end of the class.
My final paper, which was to be at least 10 pages in length - ended up being 17...(over achiever wouldn't you say?)
I still don't know my grade. I know I passed and that is all that really matters.
Thank goodness that class is over~
Debbie

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Not so Sure

UGH - I just got home from school - it is 11 p.m. and I am having a glass of wine to de-stress...

I am just not so sure I am going to survive this current class.
It is a writing and research class. The amount of homework is sooooo overwhelming! I have two papers to write before next Tuesday and I only have one day off that I can even attempt homework.
What was I thinking attempting to go back to school??
I keep hearing, "C's get degrees" and I wish I could rest in that ~ but I am an A type / anal / student. Not just a student - it is how I approach most of life. If I am going to do something, I want to do it well. Life patient care ~ I want to give my patients the best delivery that I can.
And I stress when it is too busy for me to give "foo-foo" care...Basic care can always be done...but I want to go above and beyond.
Who ever said I could do this school thing and work full time??????
How have my friends done it????
I think I need to just go to bed and forget about it! Especially since I work in the morning.
Thank God I didn't try to do this when my children were younger!
I am only venting frustrating here - I'm not quitting - at least yet any ways.
I'm not so sure at this moment that I am going to make it. (though I did get an A on the last paper........)
Debbie

Monday, June 6, 2011

Back to the Grind

It didn't take me long to fall right back in to the daily grind that I call life... I do wish at times that things were a little slower for me. Yet, I don't want to give up school and I have to work full time ~ so I just need to plan a little down time once in awhile.

This week I went to church on Sunday, then attempted to write a paper in the afternoon. I must have writer's block or something for it just hasn't fallen together (thankfully our instructor decided we didn't have to turn it in this week since so many people are struggling with the assignment).
I worked a full 12 hour shift yesterday.
I was at the hospital today for about 2 1/2 hours working with a comfort care patient and planning their birth. These meetings always wear me out just a bit for we are talking about tough things.
I came home, finished up some little school assignments, did the dishes, swept and am now just about ready to head to school for 4 hours.
Tomorrow and Thursday I work 12 hour shifts.
Friday, I have Lily all day :)
Saturday I work another full 12 our shift.
And Sunday will be my day to write the next paper.

I do find time to spend time with the kids though and even read a good book in the evening once in awhile. Sometimes I just sit out in the sun in my little backyard and watch the hummingbirds.
I would love to have more free time if I could.
Sometimes this daily grind really gets to me~
Debbie

Thursday, June 2, 2011

OHIO

Michelle and I went to Ohio for a couple of daysI've always loved this house ~ it has a huge round window on the side of it. Would love to go in it one day....It always feels like 'coming home' to me. I used to spend my summers there growing up. I spent time on the farm and made good friends. We still have relatives in Ohio and sometimes I dream of moving there (just not sure I could stand the winters...). I love the smell of the earth, and the green landscaping. I don't like all of the bugs! One can not go home without going to the local Dairy Freeze - YUM!Michelle would love to live here too ~ mostly because she could have all of the animals that she wanted. You can tell that she was quite happy wandering around taking pictures of my cousins pets :)The goat who acts like a dog. She follows you where ever you go and always wants to be petted.We didn't have time to ride, we only got to play with the horse for a bit.My Uncle's house is in the woods. He took us on an informative walking tour around his property. I have so many fond memories here. I spent many a summer day swimming in the pond, exploring and playing in the cool treehouse that he built for us.You can't see it real well but there was a momma raccoon and her baby hiding in the tree. Such cute little noises they made.A view of the pond.And the pet raccoon.Some crazy prehistoric looking, snapping turtle that was wandering through the grass. We think it was trying to get to the pond. And there were tame cats to play with too. Doesn't Michelle look like she is having a good time.On Memorial Day we went by the cemetery where my grandfather is buried. All of the veterans had flags by their headstones. It was pretty awe inspiringWe ended our trip with an afternoon visiting our long time friends - the Sullivans. They all just make me laugh and I know we would hang out if I did live back there. We didn't get any pictures of them - but the are featured in Michelle's video below. Hated coming back to busy California!


Debbie


Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Kelsey and Natasha

One last track post - for our last day at nationals.
Two of the Biola's girls ran in the final events.
Kelsey ran the steeple chase...
She came in 6th - qualifying for an 'All American Award'-Way to end your college running career Kelsey!!
Natasha is a multi-event competitor. She runs the 800, some hurdles, competes in the pentathlon, long jumps and high jumps. She sort of does what coach has her do...but she shines in the jumps and the pentathlon.Natasha and Erika have been room-mates since their freshman year of college. They have spent lots of time together and have gotten to know each other well. Natasha is an incredible athlete ~ yet what I like about her is that she is so humble. She never brags about her success nor talks highly of herself. She cares about others and wants to see others succeed also.I love watching her do the high jump - I think she can jump over me...!Coach and Natasha. He told me once that an athlete like this only comes along once in a blue moon. She won the high jump and the pentathlon (3rd time in a row). I told you she was awesome! You go girl!

Keep an eye out for her - she has been picked up by the Canadian Olympic coach. She is from Canada and we will be watching for her in London 2012!

It's been so much fun to see all of these athletes compete. Sure gonna miss this

Debbie