Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Not so Sure

UGH - I just got home from school - it is 11 p.m. and I am having a glass of wine to de-stress...

I am just not so sure I am going to survive this current class.
It is a writing and research class. The amount of homework is sooooo overwhelming! I have two papers to write before next Tuesday and I only have one day off that I can even attempt homework.
What was I thinking attempting to go back to school??
I keep hearing, "C's get degrees" and I wish I could rest in that ~ but I am an A type / anal / student. Not just a student - it is how I approach most of life. If I am going to do something, I want to do it well. Life patient care ~ I want to give my patients the best delivery that I can.
And I stress when it is too busy for me to give "foo-foo" care...Basic care can always be done...but I want to go above and beyond.
Who ever said I could do this school thing and work full time??????
How have my friends done it????
I think I need to just go to bed and forget about it! Especially since I work in the morning.
Thank God I didn't try to do this when my children were younger!
I am only venting frustrating here - I'm not quitting - at least yet any ways.
I'm not so sure at this moment that I am going to make it. (though I did get an A on the last paper........)


Lynda Halliger-Otvos said...

Here’s to a good night’s sleep and a fresh look in the morning. My heart goes out to you in this stressful period. Remember to breathe deeply and take a lot of showers. I am not sure why, just advice that worked for me !~!

btgleason said...

You are going to do great!!! Hang in there! The semester will be over before you know it!