I was going to title this post, "I want". But that sounds so self centered, so 'me focused'.
I'm in a bit of a funk. A bit unsettled. I'm not sure, why. I think it has to do with working two jobs, going to school and dealing with a home that isn't quite put together. I find myself wondering what else I could be doing. I find myself wishing I were doing something else, or being somewhere else.
I wish: (in no particular order)
~ that I could work part time
~ that I could sit around and read all of the books on my bedside table
~ that I did not have homework to do
~ that I lived in a house instead of a little condo
~ that I lived in a different state...just for a change
~ that I had a nice backyard for the dogs to play in
~ that my house wasn't so full of dog hair!
~ that I was on vacation - no where special, just relaxing and staying in a hotel
~ that I was visiting family in Ohio
~ that I was thinner
~ that I could do more for the underprivileged
~ that I could do short term missions trips to other countries
~ that I had a home where we could entertain
~ that I had lots of time to go out with my friends
~ that I could get my floors in without having to move everything
I wish, I wish, I wish...
Sounds so pathetic. Maybe I really do just need to take a few days off and regroup. But that is going to have to wait since I am right in the middle of training a new nurse.
I truly have so much to be grateful for, just in a funk and need an attitude check!